Lets get there.

You know whats funny? or in better words you know whats curious? I check and write to see if somehow that would attract more followers or at least one, but that wont do it, so maybe i should just stop wondering and just freely write as i meant to do before, not for anyone but just making this my one and writing what ever i want to it knowing the world will never know. In the weirdest way, that makes me happy.
So live life, breathe air, because i know somehow we are gonna get there.

Talk to me about normal...

Ok, so normally I would say sorry for not posting and entry in such a long time, blah blah blah... But since this is an anonymous blog with no followers I dont even need to appologize for it.
Today is Christmas! let me tell you about my "amazing" christmas eve...
Lets make it breve. My sister is out of the country visiting our family, and we couldnt go to my grandparents house because of my dads' job, so it was a really sad three person dinner. The next day I wake up and as expected I have no gifts, so yeah this wasnt the best year...
Also I've had a new blackberry for about a month already and i have been pretty psyched, until i realized the pictures are not updating so I cant see any pictures, and today i check my updates and theres a picture! so that made me pretty happy, only bad side is i cant see any others...
Anyways, this is all the lame writting ill do for today even though i am pretty bored.
Check in with no one later, if you know what i mean.
Thanks.

BREAK DOWN!

Have you ever felt like you are sick of the world around you?
As in life was filled with walls that were ment to fall on top of you? You know when people say: I know how you feel? That's CRAP! No one feels the same way as anyone else. And no one has ever felt the same or ever will, people are different, think different and feel different. There is no argument in that.

Some persons think, that just because you are tough you have no feelings. I have only one thing to say about that, people create hard covers so that they can suffer on the inside and not show others that they are really dying to explode, but can't because they are afraid.

What bothers me the most? People are so ignorant they dont even perceive when you are down, or mad at them or at anything else. People that dont get when they really have hurt you. People that think everything they do is perfect and that everyone else is meant to live following their ''brilliant'' role model.

To all of those that think they are the star of the universe, let me break it down for you: you are probably not, so just "GET OVER IT" and stop hurting the world around you, before its too late and it has all ready becomed part of your reality.

MOTIVATIONS?? the hell with them...

So the other day i was wondering... why the heck will i want to write on a blog? i mean what does my life have interesting that other people would like to read!? and i thought about it, and again, until i got my answer:
Everyone has got something interesting in their lifes; from miserie, to achievements, or love, fights...
But that didnt answer MY question anyways, what would i write? and... who would i write for?
Many write about their passion, i dont have one. Some write about their job, again dont have one. Hobbies? Not one either.
You guys most think im a pretty boring, since im telling you all of this, but i'm not, i just dont have much to do.
And so I had been hesitating for the past days wether to do it or not, i think what i decided its pretty clear now... Anyways i want to tell you about my thoughts: What if... instead of writing about the things i have, write about the things i could have, the things i could do, and to do it.
I know it sounds like a crazy idea, but i think it might really work.
It would be nice to hear some of your opinions too :)
Im a really quick mind changer, so they could really influence me. Anyways, i dont need a reason to write more than I FEEL LIKE IT! so the others just justify the next one, the hell with motivations!

BLOG HERE WE COME!

Okay, so this is the first entry on my blog. I think you should really know english is not my borned language or whatever you call it, but i really identify my self with it and its easy for me to write using it; even though it most sound pretty stupid for you, if there is even any of you out there actually reading it :S

The reason i started writing is so when i feel something i really want to get out and don't know who to talk to it about i post it up here.
 I don't really intend anyone to read it... but on the other hand it would be really nice for an anonymous
person to have anonymous company.

Thats basically everything for now,
i'll try to post something up the soonest.

thanks, i guess??